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Daniel, the emotion is so intense that when I first read this a while ago i cried and now coming back and trying to remain detached I placed my suggests to the laast lines and cried again... But, it is why we are here and I feel a genuine feeling for that purpose as true as the emotion brought to this piece! You must come soon. my older sister said, but I could not not for two more days... Just the day before, she told me, they had joked all night, that Mother was ready to go home, but the doctor, ruled that out this morning, with the words-- We've done all we can. Scars from pneumonia contracted one too many times, have left her lungs too feeble, unable to enrich the blood that feeds her heart, It was as though darkness filled the room, all the joy evaporated. She said again, "You must come home" as if I hadn't heard the first time, How unfair I thought, that the heart my mother opened for so many through the years, was too weak to hold to life, I called, before I boarded my flight: This is near the end; she's holding on. I'm not sure you will make it... Art, allowed, he the last to live with her alone, Everyone, else related, even friends were there, one by one, they spoke to her, shared and cried... together and outside. I, the only one still so far away. desperate, I call again. Art whispers have to go... no time to talk. She's dying, Dan.... click. ]In my mind I begin to let her go, but I feel empty, and there's still so far to go. Told later, it was my niece Elise who whispered, I wish someone could talk like Donald Duck. that way, she'd think Uncle Dan was here. and suddenly her husband Matt, quacked out familiar words... in imitation...of Uncle Dan, doing Donal Duck-- and that's when Mom let go... Thanks to Elise and the quick, thoughtfulness of Matt, I'd made it back-- he brought me as near as I could get, though in reality I was still so far away... He helped me say...I love you, and it's okay... Good-bye, Mom
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